I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone



my summer,i find myself unbuckling the straps of one ride within the theme park we call life. I’ve experienced a plethora of people, places, and things these past few months, learning to better understand myself, as well as those whom i surround myself with. I’ve been in situations i loved, places i hated, and with people who always seemed to suprise me in one way or another.

No matter the case, i feel that this summer was nothing short of an emotional rollercoaster, ups and downs at every corner and chilling suprises with every movement. This summer didnt turn out the way I had planned, but one can only hope for the best in life, and work with what is given. This summer was not the ideal dream that I had hoped for during my many nights prior, and I often found myself alone wanderer within this strange and ever changing society. Even when with friends, I sometimes found myself reflecting upon what I had become, and the activities in which I had found myself so peculiarly caught within.

I often stood watch as the lookout, almost as an orderly scribe to the daily trials and tribulations that knocked on my door. While this might sound a bit strange, I feel that documentation is one of the best parts of my life. I was able to taste, see, and feel everything around me, understanding my life one moment at a time while trying to put together the pieces within a much larger puzzle.

While this summer was not everything I had hoped for, it was definitely something I will always remember. All the late nights, fast car rides, bicycle excursions, early mornings, interesting conversations, awkward situations, blasting music, new friends, and bothersome letdowns will always hold a place in my heart.

This summer was just one chapter within my life, and I’m happy to say that I did my best. I feel that I’ve grown a tremendous amount and that this summer has taught me a lot about my life. I’ve learned that some things are bittersweet and arent meant to last, while others will retain their tastes for as long as you’ll let them. Things arent always as they seem, and sometimes our feelings can get the best of not only ourselves, but also all those around us.

Not everything is meant to be, and people arent always as they seem.

This summer revealed so much about so many people, and now, more than ever, I feel as if I am the lone wolf, destined to wander this earth on my own terms.

I want to be happy, and this summer has made me understand that more than i ever could have anticipated.

Thank you for a wonderful past few months, and I wish the world peace and happiness.

bloody beetroots??

Un ser humano es parte de un todo, llamado por nosotros universo, una parte limitada en el tiempo y el espacio. Se experimenta a sí mismo, sus pensamientos y sentimientos como algo separado del resto ... una especie de ilusión óptica de su conciencia. Esta ilusión es una especie de prisión para nosotros, nos restringe nuestros deseos personales y al afecto por unas pocas personas cercanas a nosotros. Nuestra tarea debe ser liberarnos de esta prisión, ampliando nuestro círculo de compasión para abarcar a todos los seres vivientes y los totalidad de la naturaleza en su belleza.

All those moments will be lost, like tears in the rain